I woke up this morning to my mom switching the AC off in my room and got offended when she was being sarcastic cuz I didn't go to work today. She's been on quite a mood swing for the past few days. MENOPAUSE? But how long does it last. Seriously. So I've been up since then, had breakfast and just going to random websites online. My brain is still warming up. I set up a formsrping.me account today. Meeting Yunisha at 2pm. Casting at about 6ish. Word of the day "SERIOUSLY".




Lydia Normanx♥x♥

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YOU KNOW WHAT GIRLS, INSTEAD OF STARING AT EACH OTHER IN ENVY, WE SHOULD SPREAD THE LOVE!





Lydia Norman
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You have no idea how much i love you and that no matter how mad i get at you, my heart still beats for you.

I love you so damn much, if only you knew.








Lydia Normanx♥x♥


There are so many things going on in my head and feelings that just can't be borned into words.

I just needed a sign. I need to know that I can count on him when times are bad.

At times like this when I need to know that he'll be there when I'm feeling at my lowest.

At times when I'm feeling lost and unsure.

I regret being so honest about my feelings sometimes... But is it wrong to feel the way you feel and tell it to the person even though it might hurt?

I was in that position before and i know how it felt. And i accepted it. I even tried to convince him that what he's feeling is out of anger and hurt, and that I would prove him wrong.

But this time, I'm feeling that way, but what does he do? He tells me he's tired of trying and that he's giving up.

He hangs up on me.

He tells me he hates falling in love.

That just shows he's weak.

I hate the feeling I have right now. It was like there's 2 paths right in front of me, and that how he react to what I feel, was going to determine which path I take.

And that was how he reacted.

And that was the path I took.






Lydia Normanx♥x♥

fill in the blanks,


right now, my thoughts have yet to be processed into words.

maybe when i wake up tomorrow, i might be able to think straight.


goodnight world.



Lydia Normanx♥x♥


Lydia Normanx♥x♥




Will you walk this path with me?







I miss you so much sweetheart ♥



Lydia Norman
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